Screwed up feelings~

I think of you,

and my heart starts to beat,

I guess its true,

that you're all I've ever need.

I think of you everyday,

and think of what to do,

I'm trying to find a way,

to be one step closer to you.

It happens.....

I knew it will end up like this......

Being honest and helping others......

it will lead to more trouble.......

when I told the honest truth and didn't lied......

even thought it was nothing......

I'm still being hated........

Its like my past keep coming back.....

FUCK!!!!

HAIZ......

==

Quiet pist for lots of reasons.... XD

Damn...... making the wrong choices and doing it in the worst time........

FUCK!!!!!

1. 
   
   Pist for waking up early.......


2. 
   
   Pist for repeating the same mistake as before...


3. 
   
   Mad for having emotions......


4. 
   
   Furious for not being able to solve it.....

(Lots More.......)

AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The sohai

that's me....... I'm the sohai.....
haiz ==
doing sohai things again....
sure will end up like fuck up shit ==
Deng!!!!!!!
life just gets dull and dull ==

Open day on 5th of DEC

E-major having an open day on this Saturday.....

preparation for open day is hell!!!

T_T

many work to do!!!!

swt....

but I have to admit is better than staying at home.....

everytime reach home like cannot open eyes.....

but I still want to online XD

This is deadly!!!!

Hope can go out soon!!!!

Rainy Mid Day Dream

This story is about a 9th grade high school boy, this 15 year old boy is call Zen. He grew up with nothing; his mother pass away while giving birth to him, abandon by his father and raised by his sick grandmother. Soon after he started high school, his grand mother passed away and he have to start depending on his own to survive in the real world. The other students bullied him and looked down on him cause he have nothing in his life, he was truly alone.

This is how the Story starts... Rainy Mid Day Dream~

Zen never had any friends, he is always bullied and return home with many injuries. Due to always being beaten up, his heart was closed and he started to believe that the world is nothing but a world of hell. One day while walking around the school ground, he was attacked by some bullies. He got beat up tilled he has no energy to get up on his own to feet. Usually no one will come to help Zen but on that memorable day in Zen's life he met Ell, Ell was the only person that shown Zen any kindness. He was never cared for other than his grandmother. Ell treated his injuries and brought his to see the schools nurse.

The next day, Zen and Ell started talking and hanging out with each other, Ell was truly Zen first and only friend. Zen never had so much fun in his life. Someone to listen when is sad or happy. Someone that cared for him. Zen was a talented poet and would always write something beatiful for Ell. As days passes and as they got closer and closer with each other, Zen heart started to open up again. They started dating and started falling for each other. Zen truly change and seems more lively. After awhile, the other kids stop picking on him and started to treat him as an equal.

One day while going out on a date with Ell, a well known gangster boss, called Ash sets his eyes on Ell and and wanted her to be his girl. Ash sets out his gang to kill Zen and bring back Ell to him. While Zen was about to gave Ell a present, the thugs started attacking Zen and tried to drag Ell away him. Zen fought and protected Ell. Zen shield her from the thugs and take the full beating. While being beat up, the police came and the gang started run. While Ell thought everthing was over and wanted to thank Zen for protecting her, she started crying while realizing that Zen was protecting her even after he has died from the beating.

After a few days, Zen's body was finally buried. Ash and his gang was caught and was give 10 years in prison. When after all the chaos was sattle, Ell remember that she was give a gift by Zen. When she opened it, it was a photo album, pictures of all the good times they had together. The photo album contains 3 poems. While going throught the album, tears started to fall.

(If this is a anime video, you can see Zen's spirit huging Zen and trying to comfort her.)

In the first page, the first peom was:

You're the star that brightens up my night,

and the reason how I make it here,

While my world was full darkness and you were my light,

in this album will you the reason why, my DEAR.

In the center on of the album, the second poem was:

I look into the night sky,

and I'll tell you what I see,

I saw stars that looks like your eyes,

and how beautiful they are to me.

Finally in the back page, the final poem that Zen wrote her was:

With the passing of every single day,

I wonder do you have clue?

That there is something that I've been wanting to say,

Ell, I Love You~

P/S: No matter how far we are apart, as long as im in your thoughts, I'll remain in your heart.

(Yo! I know my story making is not good but wanna know how bad it is. XD I know it is abit dull and boring but just leave some comment so I'll know how to improve ^^ I just want honest comment plz)

Tnx

Btw, everything is Original

Feel like making stories XD

I suddenly feel like making up stories after watching lots of animes....

all tnx to Xing Yao, my mind is now 24hr thinking about anime....

I borrowed lots of anime CDs from him cause I'm always bored at home,

I been watching non stop and I'm some how got an urge to make my own story

:P